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You Must Be Doing Well Without Me

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maybe you've already died
I bet you've already forgotten about me and I guess I deserve it. I called you a piece of shit and I guess you deserved it. We're both only human but we're both assholes. I'm sorry for always seemingly going out of my way to pick fights with you. I'm sorry I'm aggressive. I'm sorry I'm scared. I'm sorry I mask my fear with anger. I'm just too scared to approach my problems and I'm sorry I've let myself get like this. I know you're sorry for what you've let yourself become too, but you're not even trying to fix yourself. I've been making attempts and I'm getting better, I've even started talking through problems better, but you don't even care enough to try. I want to talk to you, I want to hang out with you, but all you do is waste my time because who cares about telling someone with a crippling fear of abandonment why you haven't talked to them in a week. I wish you knew how much I hate you and at the same time how much I care, but clearly I'm the only one of us who actually does care.
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